Thank you mom (:

- and you know its all so true!
your surprised mad and
now you feel like shit
but you cant help it.
Though this has opened your mind.
Your still gonna click X and move on
Thinking your life can get any worse.
Now move on sir for you care or tend
to care but you do nothing to change this.

Don't bother my life again if your gonna be the same.
I am in desperate need of affection.
your touch is cold.
your words are fake to me.

but...
your world is becoming everything that I cant have.
to me your simply that.
I wish I would have words that would capture

your mind and forever involve you in a sympathy of love

that will never leave you alone and will always remind you of me

but...

I have nothing I am as blank as the paper in front of you.

The one which I wish I were mentioned.

but nothing more that your sadness and silence that gives it all.

and pushes me to a dark corner.

your the walls that block my exit.

this all feels fake but i need it.
you give me chills.

provide scars, scars that hurt, but my body needs.
I am desperate to forget your every step so please please just
don't say those 3 words because I love you too.