Dreams

P.p

I'll fly with you because ur the only one the only thing
i go back to when everything goes
wrong ur simply what im not

"Perfect"

Pleasure

I love photography ooooooh o.O

Just leave it alone

it stings through my eyes and poisons my brain. I need to scream. in so much pain it's beginning to feel numb. it hurts to be awake. it hurts to exist. I’ve had enough. I’ve had enough of everything. Kill me I’m not living like this In this fear In this disaster this vulnerability I want to fly get away leave Forget…just kill me I’m unprepared to feel Helpless I need a hand one that Wont get tired one that wont regret Tired of looking for distraction Distraction towards everything that’s bad Toward my insecurity toward my pureness Simply kill me…

Inside joke or classic?

Hehehe you got it going ohhh(;

Bucket list

Mess

How to tell you?
How to explain this
How to put it in words
and actually tell you
this feeling inside me it simply destroys every possible answer
i would run from this...fake it
and act ordinary but when i see you when i hear you
its a bomb you send and directly attacks my feelings every sense
it kills me i cant stand this I'm too much of a mess

Ehhhhhhhhhh

Moments

wow awesome moments i love these chicks(:

No forever.

I look at maps, pictures, books
and i see my life reflected

What am i doing?
what am i doing?

i have no clue I'm lost in this big
foggy forest Where are you?
Where are we in all this?

Distance,Fear,Insecurity is what lies ahead
no problem do what you think is best

For i will stand here blankly lonely
I'll let you be, Be free fly now............
not together how we planned but close i hope

Hard? YES VERY!!

i said......
I knew.....
This would soon happen
now i stand here stupidly flipping the pages of this book
wanting to think
wanting to forget but how?

i see your choices i see mine their not the same i know whats next

No forever that's for sure

Ehh

Can i give up now?
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HOW BOUT NOW?

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i believe you said free...what? now your free

Zebraaaaaaaaa's

zebras with their black and white colors full of action and excitment...wonderful love them they say soo little and leave plenty (:

Its like acid in your eyes

<3

Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain

Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real

When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground


Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb I'm humbled in your grace
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away, and nothing is for real


Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words Words like, "I love you."



ily kiddo(:

Alone

He reaches HIGH! so high one day he'll decide to stay

up there and never come back down where i stand..............

now alone

This is reality

Where's the happy endings?

It's the last time you'll ever trust me
i wish you could have believed when i said no one would
ever replace you.

To be or not to be

Persuit of happiness

Why?

why be attracted to you if i kno the truth?......its soon going to end why like you? why say i love you? why feel comfortable in your arms in every hug in every kiss? why no answears? why me and not her? why this feeling if based on memories why ur touch? why your smile? why so serious? why forever why so many question? and yet i have no answears

need space for more

Its

just

an

awesome

picture

so

rare

lol

Skeleton Me.

Swimm away of fly watever works best for ur life.

Fly away from here

If only people knew the real me how I really feel, how broken I am or how dead i feel inside.. but of course no one notices i find the way to hide to live with this pain to say Fine and walk away to nod and smile to appear well to pretend happiness you wouldnt understand why i cry why i fake why i'm scared how could you its just not possible..

Me likey

Lets go to a place where only you and me exsist(:

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You have no clue the pain i felt

the weekness i feel inside the sadness i've been through

Maybe its temporary or maybe just maybe its eternal Sure I'll smile and say its Fine

Laugh and pretend be another person

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Look at it how you want criticize or comprehend

Reality is you wont ever understand.