Your juicy lips...

Because I hope for that day, waking up and everything being the same. Like it use to be. I will secretly keep hope. Secretly anguish the feeling the rushing feeling that you will one day hug me again. This time with freedom I expect a handful of happiness to brighten my lonely days and expiring faith dont let me down now.

Maydel got a cool pix nikon that makes her a coolgirl.!
She bought me a box of zebra cakes what am i suppose to do with a box full of zebra cakes!

I dont know i have a bunch of pictures i want to get rif of.

Katy perry- Last Friday night


Oh good god that was just too horrible.
Redbull Redbull Redbull!
I woke up at 4am and came back at 1pm
Last night i went to sleep at 12 meaning i ONLY slept 4 hours!
When we came home I went straight to bed and just woke up!
The good thing about this is.....emmm, ugh there really isn't anything good about this just clothes. Hours waiting In line so tired well whatever the only thing i can get out of this experience is while waiting in line to buy sweaters from Hollister they put this reaaaaallly catchy song from Katy perry :D and another one by some guy now they cant get out my head this sounds soo corny....."Skinny dipping in the dark" has got to be the only line i know from the song the rest is just mumbled. Alright i'm gonna go do other stuff wtf! can i do at 7 my day is over

Happy Birthday Mookss. ;) Nov.25.10

Invisibility Cloak. Mutherfucking Harry Potter Bitch

Today i hardly thought of you. less communication less

Story of the day

I was infront of kelly
I was ready to cross the street...
And this one girl crossed at the sametime as me.
We get to the sidewalk
Janette- ohmygod this is sooo magical we crossed at the same time:DD
Girl- Okay you creep O.o lol
Then yeahhh we go in. What a great story :D haha

I dont know her i forgot to ask for her name.

Now i have to look for that girl that crossed the street with me

In the hallways.

I give up It's useless i dont want to pretend. I wrote your name all over my arm
because i felt a little closer ...but it rained today.I wish i felt what you feel........... that big ball of blahh Ughhh i hate you.!!!!!
nonono i cant hate you

Ehhh i feel down

"If you give your heart to each and everything,

you lead it nowhere; you destroy your heart"

He ruined 7th for me again
uhhh just go back in your mothers uterus and come out when i die.
And the girl ohhhhhhhhhmyfuckingodddddd just kill me D;
hypocrite stupid bitch. Both just dissapear and let me live

Other than that this day really really is just.......

Nevershoutnever- It ain't me babe


Go ’way from my window
Leave at your own chosen speed
I’m not the one you want, babe
I’m not the one you need

I swear I'm obsessed with her. I cant stop looking at her.
Just AGH! LOOK AT HER!!!

Name is Janelle Ginestra and shes 21 so not stalking her....okay!.....maybe a little

Today is not a good day. Nothing really completes my open circle.
I'm just there, a girl with a blue sweater sittting in a chair
dreaming of not being there. Wanting to sleep and never waking up.
I hate family get together's.

I hate hearing about Summer.

TAKE ME AWAY.

I dont know what happem to the audio instead i got this weird ass
noise. I found itttt saved in a very old document. I was a red head D;
nooooooooo This is not my house

I thought i would feel better...Guess i'll just give it time *sigh

I Whip Ma Hair Back & Forth

I WHIP MAAAAAAA HAIRR BACK AND FORTHHHH!

Miles and Miles of grass and trees.

I swear i think all that sitting made me sore. All just to stay and visit ONE insignificant hour.

With no internet A dead battery With a CD full of love songs and sitting next to marisol

@#$%^&*!$#!

Its sureeee is depressing

I cant get a song out my head

I wonder from who.!? Stupid Bitch Stupid Stupid Bitch

Aghhh i suffer from agony as soon as i walk

in her class. Its so intense i wonder if other people

feel it too.

Okay i must admit its true but i wont dare let anyone know

how i feel. Judging takes up every single explanation i could possibly give :l

if only i had a turtle.

I dont care I wont talk to you anymore.!

Sitting there so calmly drinking, swallowing every I promise.
Sweating fierce faulty at the back of your smiles.
Your words are clear and direct, but they crush and bruise you don’t care like we do.
A life is at play. And all you say is “look at the time”
Every second of the day flies, and his breathe is shorten by tears.
His hope dies a little more. His dreams are not as high. His smile shrinks when begging sincere communication.
As you wine of how hard your day has been of how much money you lost.
He lies behind that unexpected barrier hoping to give you his world.
Your selfish and malicious
Your sour attitude lowers my expectations. I blame you for all my worries for all the
insecurities that lie inside me for all the mistakes I have not yet taken time to learn from.
Something grows and kills. Stop for a minute and look do you see what we see.
Not a man. Not a soul but our father, slowly dying of sadness for you.

I’m sorry for not taking time to think of you.
Today is just I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m so sorry.
Please, I'm sorry

They said I should pretend.

MGMT- Time to pretend

Me- I don't know what to blog about -_________-
Mari- Meeeeee.!
So here we go

Dear Mary darling,
...
Sincerely Janette Your Favorite Sister

OH NOOOO IT'S THE 6th
:) I was planning on writing this on your facebook but LUCY wrote it first ahhhhhh I swear that girl is gonna get it ....ok ok whatever I don't care. Well my ale it's your birthday :)) and that could only mean one thing...................ohhh I know what you were thinking no.!! geeeees.!! your sick.!! .....okay no I don’t know what you were thinking I'm guessing like money, presents something of that sort but no mannn. Well hopefully you do get that cause yeah who doesnt want that. I ‘m giving you the day off just because it’s your birthday and that’s my present =)))))))))))))))))))) but no this is actually something serious. Today marks another year, a year of wrong choices, growing up, failure, happiness a year of love. Today this very day you take part once again in this thing called life and let me tell you I am oh so very glad you are part of my life and I mean this in the most sincere way. I love youuuu and your crazy thoughts. Thanks for being there. For appreciating the smallest details. For being able to spot my sadness and finding ways to make me smile. I cannot put in wordss how much fun we've both shared its just wooooooooooo girl.! Too much for people to handle. It really sucks knowing we were so close so close last year and had to break that due to the different schools. But just knowing i have someone like you out there fills my brain with warm and pure thoughts In other words it makes me feel very very happy. You may not know it but you are a very special person. And sorry if this sounds corny. I really don’t know why people decide to write nice things to people just because its their birthday uhhhh sooo unoriginal. Well in that case i am very unoriginal. Regardless of what stupid things you do know that I’ll be there supporting you. Have a nice one mannn and everything will come out just fine. Ignore the fags and suck it up because you have so much ahead of you and the people taking your time are just obstacles blocking your way. Find a way to leave them behind because they are not worth it. Oh god where did that come from? either way enjoy your birthday my lovely whore it is your day off :) Remember that i'll be here i love you

What a fucking mess. Stupid fucking problems. Stupid fucking feelings.

Oh how i would love to cuddle up in the sofa forget and watch all the Harry Potter movies.!

Harry potter.! Harry Potter.! Harry Potter.! Harry Potter.!
-Oh how I wished...

Face My World Backwards

I cant do it anymore. Nothing is the same.

Your memory burns and destroys, taking every ounce of confidence,

taking my steady beat of dealing with choices, with life, with memories....

and it hurts.

Happy birthday dad...