Day 5 My idea of a perfect date.

:)) As long as it's something carefully thought of and it includes a bonfire it's the perfect for me.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Day 6 List 4 pet peeves

1. People that try too hard.


2. Happy people


3. People that litter when the garbage can is two steps! away


4. HOES

Day 4- What I want to be when I get older

I want to be someone worthy...

Day 3- What I love most about myself.


This question is the opposite of yesterdays uhhhhhhhhh and i don't know why the person that invented this would do that. Okay this might me a little hard...Again with the love & hate i don't love anything about me that's just plain weird. I don't see the point in loving something you have and will forever posses. Love should be free and open not locked within you I'm pretty sure no one gets that but it's fine. Okay hmm, I like the fact that i don't judge easily, i let people persuade me into liking their personality. I like how determined i might be no matter how much i say "i suck" i keep on pushing forward. I think I'm some what nice. I care about other people and am quite open minded. I like how no matter how bad people tend to treat me i always keep the good memories. I also like how i can memorize songs easily :D ahaa

Day 2- What I hate most about myself.

Aghhh I wont go into the physical stuff because well those things are there and will always be there no matter how much plastic surgery you go through. Let's not use the word hate here, it would simply make me a senseless lunatic bitch because well...we're talking about me here and hating myself is quite emo. I strongly dislike the fact that the little confidence that keeps me together is sometimes not enough to see the positive side in things. Let's see hmmm, holding hateful grudges and not letting go of things easily. Over thinking simple situations. Thinking of others before me is nice, but doing it all the time is problematic. Not dealing with things and letting the "fuck it" sink in. Giving up on things i really hope to happpen. There is plenty of easy, changeable steps i could take, yet i don't take them...why? well i don't know

I shall do the 18 challenge thing on here because i cant really do one whole month.
Lets see what happens :)
1- Who my best friends are.

-I have many friends up to this point, friends i once had really nice bonds with, Of course those bonds have crumbled to pure awkwardness now but i still call them friends. My best friends on the other hand are a whole different story sure we drift away but no matter how long we stop the talking once we see each other we manage to forget the distance part and blend together like Kool-aid and water : ) so far there's only 3 people i truely trust.

Audrey Hepburn I love you
Audrey Hepburn
Audrey Hepburn
Audrey Hepburn
Audrey Hepburn <3<3<3

A wordless feeling, a trapped freedom that slowly consumes moments. The "Free" to do the ultimate. Its a satisfaction that simply does not satisfy. I can't swallow without choking, My actions are not nearly close to what i want to do, and lately i haven't been able to express what i really want to say. I don't know what's happening to me, but the more i think about it the less sense it all makes. If only i could sleep through it all, so i could forever float in an atmosphere of pure motion and everything could fall into perfect place.

andd fuck you too... why!
in the world would he even consider asking that.

It's sad having someone that once meant the world to you, leave within short months.
With out hesitating, with no doubts.

It's amazing how much a person changes with the attitude people around them conserve. SMH Where did you go? under all that influence of your so called friends.

-I want someone there no body will stay forever and I don’t expect forever.

I just want someone there.

Today was my last game :l

I'm gonna miss it, the sucking and striking out

those were truely the best moments of freshman year.

For the first time, I see you for who you really are.

and it's patheticly amusing

I have not posted on here in what seems to be a long time hmmm.

-Let time deal with what you cant seem to resolve.

So today we we're interviewed by other students due to the novel we are reading.
One of the many questions i was asked was "How would you describe or define love?"
As simple as the question could be i had no possible way of answering it... Either way i heart this picture