4.30.2011
I am not psychologically trained to say goodbye. I have not dealt with people leaving, i know i always complain of everyone walking out on me but the truth is i know they are close.
Close but far away, may never talk may never see each other,
but those people are there and they will always be there not for me but there.
You on the other hand are leaving actually leaving.
I can not put into words the heaviness i feel ,
the words stuck inside my head the anger that aches
my throat and its all because i am not capable of saying
you leaving destroys everything.
I always thought that it was stupid for people to say
"I feel empty"
but it's true you really do feel empty.
4.28.2011
4.17.2011
A man doesn't have time in his life
to have time for everything.
He doesn't have seasons enough to have
a season for every purpose. Ecclesiastes
Was wrong about that.
A man needs to love and to hate at the same moment,
to laugh and cry with the same eyes,
with the same hands to throw stones and to gather them,
to make love in war and war in love.
And to hate and forgive and remember and forget,
to arrange and confuse, to eat and to digest
what history
takes years and years to do.
A man doesn't have time.
When he loses he seeks, when he finds
he forgets, when he forgets he loves, when he loves
he begins to forget.
And his soul is seasoned, his soul
is very professional.
Only his body remains forever
an amateur. It tries and it misses,
gets muddled, doesn't learn a thing,
drunk and blind in its pleasures
and its pains.
He will die as figs die in autumn,
Shriveled and full of himself and sweet,
the leaves growing dry on the ground,
the bare branches pointing to the place
where there's time for everything.
A Man In His Life by Yehuda Amichai
It has nearly been more than a week since I've posted on here i believe, well the main purpose on why I've dragged was because i was reading but now I'm done with my book and its back to this eiot3vg fcgfcbjDSGH bv%$&*(*90&*%^erhj mfndbvahsfs... sorry okay okay back to this stuff. Another reason is simply because i hate Internet, or just Facebook ...with its pokes and constant updates "rate me 1-10" I don't like people, people bother me and therefore i don't like them...but yet i still have one and i have no clue why? Anyway i don't have anything to say because this is not my computer and stuff yeah.......xoxoxoxxxxxxxxxx
4.03.2011
It's sad dont you think? Being so close to someone one minute and then the next your far as the word itself could possibly be. I just dont get it, not one bit of it. How is one capable of disappearing without leaving trace. A simple boom! of nothing but emptiness is all she left.It's sad dont you think? she simply vanished, not taking anything but her own thoughts.I have no idea why this makes me feel so helpless. It simply makes no sense everyone in the world is equal and yet some leave before. Sure age and experience take part but it simply does not fit. Sorry wont cut it, it wont change anything they are words, words you cant feel. Why create something if in the end you will end up destroying it? It's just sad dont you think?
4.01.2011
No you're not even remotely amusing
.
No i don't want that you sicko.
No i don't like him.
No you loser.
No ... please stop talking.
No get out of here.
No i don't want that I'm vegetarian.
No and i don't care.
No bitch.
No i don't want 2nd base.
No i don't know how to solve that.
No I'd rather not.
No truth is i really don't like you.
No i just came by you cause you had an orange. .
No I'm not jealous
NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO NONONONONONOONONONONONONONONONONONONO.NONO
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