what a beautiful day today. Its that type of day

where all i do is stand on the porch and feel the rain slash.

Then you'd see me waiting
for you
on the corner of the street

caused by boredummmmmmm. D:
So i have to go to a family party

call me stupid or whatever

but i wont ever forget

N.I.H.N.L.T.Y.

Can you go brawl somewhere else
fuck this
fuck all of this.

blah fackkk you.

so like i'm bored meanwhile...

D: D: D: D: D:

♥|♥

We must not give it time..

But no one whom we seek to Choose
will replace you

That's why ...
I will remain quiet.
Today I confess I've been avoiding that feeling i push it away.
How to invent sentiment that's unborn
How to fake something thats real
i love you and thats all i know.

I DONT KNOW IF THIS MAKES SENSE BUT YEAH!

I'm sorry for breaking this promise
it kills me

just the thought of you feeling a bit of disappointment
drags me to hell i cant help it. Stop it your killing me
I'm sorry i cant i simply cant : i cant i wont I'm sorry
i gave you my word and i broke our promise.

I'm gonna cut and dye my hair purple over the summer!!
she said okay (:

• My grandpa came from Mexicooo today.
  
• Hopefully we go see my dad tomorrow
  
• Summer is so far sucking ass haha not really I'm liking it
  
• Are we fucking going to Florida or not. fuck man!!
  
• School is done we do nothing! oh how i miss doing a whole bunch of unnecessary assignments just so the teacher could throw them to garbage and waste hours of our life getting pissed off cause we didnt try hard enough AHH! good times
  
• Dear Thomas Kelly High School you scare the living crap out of me D:
  
• ........................blahhhh i miss the kiddo(:

Lets pretend like we both can simply ignore it alland kiss me with love.

Sit down, let's share a cup of tea in honer of our depression. For the destruction we're going through, and for the sacred moments that no longer take place in this shit hole we people call home.

An ancient Japanese legend promises that anyone who folds a thousand origami cranes will be granted a wish by a crane, such as long life or recovery from illness or injury.

so far i've only made two D:

We'll do this together.
We'll make this a forever i promise.

When it's there, it fades to nothing

Stop!

and once more it means the world

Free me from your attention

"I never felt any responsibility, being a so-called idol. It's wrong of people to expect it. What they are doing is putting their responsibilities on us, as Paul said to the newspapers when he admitted taking LSD. If they were worried about him being responsible, they should have been responsible enough and not printed it, if they were genuinely worried about people copying" - John lennon

ha! this guy was amazing

SHOOT ME AND GET SOME EXCITEMENT
Today is a beautiful day : fackkkk
I'm stuck in this room
glued to the floor and this chair
forced to stay here! ugh
due to the stupid 1960's project shit
i haven't worked on... and and and its due Friday
well technically Monday but i have to give it to......okay i don't really wanna explain
this nonsense my point is EVERYONE IS outside playing volleyball
and eating ice cream okay maybe not playing volleyball or eating ice cream
but SO what Its a beautiful day i wanna be outside.

SHOOT ME AND GET SOME EXCITEMENT

I didnt forget i just pretend like

i dont feel anything this day.

I have this internal cut

It is physically and mentally biting
my emotions pressing them to the limit where
it leaves nothing more than brutal uncertainty
find a cure
find a cure
find a cure
and i promise i will change.

Are you still breathing? If so please call me.

Sooooooo these starburst suck cause they are very! hard

so can we skip in time to summer
where we'd just sit and talk together
and i can feel my heart beat faster
while gazing into deep blue eyes
and i,
cant imagine
someone i'd
rather be with
............
say you're, never gonna leave this town
you're, always gonna be
my first and foremost
my everything
so now, i want, i need
you to make me breathe

I heart this song ♥♥♥

The script- break even

so this is what you think

:(

Hate me! Hurt me!
like never before
Scream it and keep on hurting me.
Leave me! So I'll feel comfortless
Remind me of how worthless i am to you.
Hate me! Hurt me!
for still keeping you in mind.
Ignore me! and i promise i'll erase
every possible way of loving.

because maybe

this way is my way out

Hate me! Hurt me!

Thank you mom (:

- and you know its all so true!
your surprised mad and
now you feel like shit
but you cant help it.
Though this has opened your mind.
Your still gonna click X and move on
Thinking your life can get any worse.
Now move on sir for you care or tend
to care but you do nothing to change this.

Don't bother my life again if your gonna be the same.
I am in desperate need of affection.
your touch is cold.
your words are fake to me.

but...
your world is becoming everything that I cant have.
to me your simply that.
I wish I would have words that would capture

your mind and forever involve you in a sympathy of love

that will never leave you alone and will always remind you of me

but...

I have nothing I am as blank as the paper in front of you.

The one which I wish I were mentioned.

but nothing more that your sadness and silence that gives it all.

and pushes me to a dark corner.

your the walls that block my exit.

this all feels fake but i need it.
you give me chills.

provide scars, scars that hurt, but my body needs.
I am desperate to forget your every step so please please just
don't say those 3 words because I love you too.