10.30.2011

"It's like screaming but no one can hear. You always feel ashamed that someone could be that important that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. Then when it's over, it's gone, you almost wish you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you can have the good."
<3 <3 <3

10.27.2011

It's sad how one person can let go of things in an instant, without hesitation, without over thinking the meaning of what you're about to let go. I simply can not process the emptiness the unbearable feeling. Once I let go once I feel that nothing, nothing will ever make sense. Let the sadness invade me and the terror of not having someone like you by my side haunt me.

10.24.2011

Dangggg lonely ass blog -_________________-

10.19.2011

You're not  not the only heart that beats...

Sometimes when you try saying something really meaningful,
it becomes almost impossible to say anything at all

10.14.2011

You lie and you will always lie...

10.10.2011

I have nothing, everything was always nothing 
long gone taken by time taken by choices.
And now I sit here wondering what's about to happen...

10.05.2011

One thousand Eight Hundred Sixty Two text messages and I wont receive one from you ever again...

10.03.2011

If only...

10.01.2011

BE GOOD, BE BAD, JUST BE
BE GOOD. BE BAD, JUST BE
BE GOOD, BE BAD, JUST BE