Today I feel like a zero I feel useless, and empty.

Here we are once again. Preaching love toward souls, filling minds with sweet memories.
What takes place within this living story? This something that slowly creates a smile and laughter. This something that forms a mellow rhythm once we meet.

I face the unknown ignoring the hard steps, ignoring life with its challenges and written regrets. This unknown, this momentarily feeling that has no explanation is enough to fill my dark sky. And even though i am uncertain most of the time. I will stumble facing this because this momentarily feeling feels like love.

I don't care if they are the biggest faggots

Twizzlers and Gatorates have become my bestfriends

I forgot about my 18 day challenge aghhh! oh well. Emm, i really don't have anything to say. that should be good i suppose. Hopefully this summer goes the way i plan it to go : )

Day 16- An internal conflict I have with myself.

The feeling of not being enough. I don't know why i feel this i know better, i should satisfy no one but my self.

Day 13- What words upset me the most.
"Sometimes i wish i could pack my things and leave everything"

Day 14- A description of my self-esteem.
Keeping up with the rest

Day 15- The reason behind my last break up.
Aghh stuff died, loss of communication i suppose.

Day 12- How my last kiss when down.
Lmao funny ass heooo ;)

Day 11- What I hate the most about school.

-Actually going
-I dont like ghetto bitchessss ;)
-SLUTS
-Fake
-Freshman

Day 10- Where I have lived before.

I move a lot.

1. Mexico


2. Pennsylvania


3. New York


4. New Jersey


5. Chicago


6. Indiana

and in a near future Michigan :)

Day 9- A reason I’ve lied to a friend.

I don't like to lie i don't see the point in making up things, but when i do it's because i absolutely need to and can't find a way around the situation.

Day 8- A description of the person you hate the most.

Hmmph this is quite easy. The person i hate the most constantly reminds me of little helpless cockroaches : ) drowning in water begging for air but you are filthy bitch you don't deserve to breathe....Okay not that much, but this person constantly brings me down and it's amazing how his words get to me and his actions and I'm an idiot that believes every single insult.

July 15 :))))))))))))))))))))) whuuu whuuu whuuuattt bitchessss $$$$

Day 7- A description of the boy I like.

-The boy i like is quite peculiar, not only is he constantly being an idiot he likes to point out my stupidity. He not only insults me, he physically abuses me. The boy i like thinks of the most stupid comebacks and for some odd reason has the highest score in our class. He finds a way to make me laugh so he can THEN laugh at my laugh. He who makes me happy inside. He who reminds me of a failure slash girly soccer player

The boy i like makes me :D all the time in that period...