Day 2 The last 3 argument you had and why?

Aghgg okay okay at the top of my head

*One with Chris on why i didn't wanna go to homecoming.
We were on the phone and He asked me why i didnt wanna go and i told him i wasnt gonna waste 15 dollars on a stupid ticket to be with stupid irritating people that i didnt even know. Besides it's karins quince that day pfttt i'm not missing that.

*Two with Caty When we we're on the bus and i told her Justine was by Ashlan.
We got lost and then the guy from the CTA gave us emergency transit cards yeahhh
it was embarrassing haha.

*Three with Cindy :) but we kinda ended up agreeing.
We we're in her car and this girl puts drake like really :?
but then i heared this one song :))))
best song i've ever heard from drake shut it down.

30 day challenge starting today!
Day 1. 5 things that irritate you about the opposite sex

-Ah my goddddddd i can write a whole list
*Guys that feel they can get any girl in the world
*Guys that are followers
*Guys that are too conceded
*Guys that break promises
*Guys that use whatever or never mind
*Guys that pretend to forget
Oops that's six

Stupidity made you blind. All you ever did was complain

of how everything and everyone hurt you. I gave you all,

All was always there, and now....
stupidity made you blind
stupidity made me blind
and it‘s never coming back none of it. It flew away

like a leaf flying in the fall. Like those times we once shared.

Fml these cycles are just not fitting in

It was all so unexpectedly planned...but now it's far and gone.
I build it to stand. And you left me waiting now it's too late.

TODAY... I ATE CORN IN A CUP ! :D
But i didnt like it.

If you stay...will you eat pancakes all year long '_'

Webcam moments o.o

Fernando got me sick i got jesus sick he got my mom sick my mom got mary sick :D

Lmao marys laughs in the background

lmaoooooooooo

I drew these and scanned them so CO. could see it . :)
i love you tube sock haha.

Teyana taylor- Swag



I know it's gay to post this but i've heared this song
17 times today, that i might as well make it part of me.

Pleaseeeeeeee god! make me get it right and i promise i'll try from now on.

and its so hard knowing i don't have enough confidence inside me

to make myself do this correct!

Hunger, A batch of Brownies, my mouth equal :D
H+7b= :D

Cris-What's uuu oh you hate that question ok ok emm have you done your homework?
Me- Nope
Cris- OMG!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING CALLING ME JANETTE!
Oh boy no! wait i called you yep yep
Me- come onn crissss lmao
Cris-oh oh omg omg how do i get off
Me- by saying bye lol
Cris-oh yeah yeah right but i'm trying to use something diffrent emm uhh ahh goodnight yeahhhh there you go thats two words ok yep yep bye

Weirdest kid i've ever met I swear he is sooo awkward it makes me not feel awkward :)

I'm sick literally sick!
and my foot hurts which leads up to me not standing properly
my throat is killing me.
Our game was cancelled yeeey! :)
Curie Thursday nooooooo D;

Everyone should stop wanting to be Rappers Actors Athletes
This world needs inventors Leaders Poets educators
People that can actually make a difference I’m listening but I am not listening

Maroon 5- Wont go home without you.



<33333 i love thissssss sooo sooo muchh!

Daddy, did God mean for you to be like this… Or was it an accident?
-What do you mean?
-I mean you’re different.
-But what do you mean?
-You’re not like other daddies.
-I’m sorry I’m sorry.
yeah I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
-It’s ok daddy. Don’t be sorry
I’m lucky. Nobody else’s daddy ever comes to the park.

This movie made me cry >:/
boyy do i need to see you.

Don't fuckin' come and order me to call you.
your not my dad not my boyfriend!......stupid ass bitch!

In exactly 5 months my world is gonna drastically change.

and there is nothing i can nor will do.

Facebook disabled me just like Myspace. For no reason

Throwback

I was up in the roof looking for my ISAT scores NO I'm not a freak wanting to know all my grades. My algebra teacher asked for them. Well anyways i saw my box the one that's been packed forever. I found my drawings along with memorable junk. I saw my journal the one where i would write everything and anything. Some writing was straight up stupid but one "poem"
(if called you can call it that) caught my attention i wrote this sometime around 6th grade summer.

Here it goes

- I can feel my heart beat faster and faster. As I write more it

becomes part of the past. Part of my past sure I can go back and edit erase if I want to. What’s next after this? well the future that is. As I write I don’t nearly think of every single word I let my fingers flow and whatever comes out is a result of thoughts and mixed emotions. I don’t think of the future words they simply come out. My point here is. This! you and me! we're not like a sentence. I dont know if i'll continue writing. I dont know anything. I dont know if i misspelled something. I cant go back and erase whatever I don’t like. I always think of the future of what will happen next, I never really lived the moment fully and you noticed that. Always thinking of tomorrow. But you would pretend to not care. and it's been a long time Its time I let everything flow and go. Just Like my writing. I cant make you stay. I cant hold on to things I no longer have possession over. I’m letting go of your memory.

This right here! This is my future Not 10 years from now.

I am literally weak. I cant stand properly D;
I'm getting sick and i can feel it

I dont have time for anything anymore. Stupid homework Stupid High school.

Who the fuck knows what

Problems Christian Axum and it's Muslim neighnors had

and really who the fuck cares.

I felt like re blogging again.

I wish i could sit in front of this computer for the rest of eternity

and avoid every possible contact with everything and everyone.

don't get me wrong i love all my friends. I really do.

uhhh i think I'm socially loosing interest in everything.

I cant deal with having to wake up and go from the ending of the building to the

other it's pointless.

I'm not in the mood to be all smiley and start a conversation.

I'm not in the mood to think of homework.

I'm not in the mood to starve the idea of joining things i want.

I would rather sit here in my room drinking water writing on this very blog

every second of the day.

I don't hate high school. I actually enjoy starting something.

I like most of my teachers and their ways of expressing half the room

will drop out by the end of the month.

and heyyy if that means I'll be able to walk around with

out having to push people then fine by me.

But it's still sad well not that i feel sadness

not that i feel anything anymore

How selfish of me. Where did i go.

I simply need..........

I need some time alone... in my head.

I could go on with the rest of my life using "maybe"

I need breaks from worrying. I need breaks from actuality.

But i mainly need breaks from reality.

I have a hole in my chest since you left
And to fill it up. I pretended nothing mattered
But now
It’s a hurtful enormous ball of confusion dragged and locked down in my chest.
It kills and it’s
forced to stay in replace of my heart I cant seem to let you go.

I remember a summer's day
I remember walking up to you
I remember my face turned red
I remember staring at my feet
I remember before we met
I remember sitting next to you
I remember pretending I wasn't looking

So try and try even if it lasts an hour
with all our might try and make it ours
cause we're on our way we're on our way
I remember your old guitar
I remember I can't explain
I remember the way it looked around your neck
and I remember the day it broke

I remember the song you sang
I remember the way you look tonight
I remember the way you made me feel
we'll try and try even if it lasts an hour
with all our might we'll try and make it ours
cause we're on our way we're on our way
to fall in love.

You'll try and try even if it lasts an hour
With all our might try and make it ours
cause we're on our way to fall in love.
yeah we're on our way to fall in love.
we're on our way to fall in love.
we're on our way to fall in love.

Yo La Tengo - Our way to fall

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I’m not gonna lie I hate the song but the lyrics made me

wanna cry and i dont know why.

You listen but your pretending.
You don’t hear me yelling.
You don’t hear my every curse word.
You see me crying you nod and smile ”It's okay” but did you even listen?
Is it really?
Why!
How else can I say
I don’t want it that way if you don’t hear me screaming listen.
No I don’t want that NO I don’t like that I never did. I never will.
I Just want some of your time a little bit of your day.
I expect at least advice not some cheap criticism that girls my age say all the time.
If only you knew what your difference does to me.