Only fries and a chocolate milkshake <333333

I think guys that play guitar are sexy ;)

-But all his jets were cruel and all his smiles were false.

Something is wrong once again. Sorting out my ideas and thoughts out loud umm yeah total fail. Talking about it with someone epic FAILNESSS so I'm back to writing. Not necessarily what i intended but it'll have to do for now. I've been slacking off, not with school work but within me. Yeah yeah it makes no sense. Have you ever made an inner promise to your self? you start out inspired wanting change then you slack a little thinking "there's always tomorrow" Once tomorrow comes you simply don't care anymore, thinking "one day I'll start again" Well this process has been going on for the past year. Seeing positiveness in every situation is nearly impossible. I slowly try pushing all the negativity away I mean come on i purposely avoid people that look depressing, yesssss i have to be a little judge mental in order to help my self!! but doing all this is not enough i cant do it alone or i can ? uhhh I don't even know anymore. It finds a way back to my mind and controls half my actions it felt nice to have support to have someone remind you that better days will come. Not even that, knowing you have someone to rely on is more than enough to feel good. As you can see having to deal with these newly strangers doesn't help much. Everyone interacting quickly forming bonds only makes me feel worse it's too much.

"My dearest friend, if you don't mind I'd like to join you by your side Where we could gaze into the stars and sit together, now and forever for it is plain, as anyone can see, We're simply meant to be"

Jack and Sally are the best couple in the world.

I get 24 hours. Take 8 hours out of those 24 for school. That leaves me with 16 hours. Take 3 hours out of those 16 for practice. That leaves me with 13. Take 8 hours out of the 13 we have left for sleep. FIVE hours i get, Five to do homework, to study, to shower, to clean, to paractice.

5 fucking hours of actual freedom.

Caterpillar: Who... are... you?
Alice: Why, I hardly know, sir. I've changed so much since this morning, you see...
Caterpillar: No, I do not C, explain yourself.
Alice: I'm afraid I can't explain myself, you see, because I'm not myself, you know.

What would normally be expected of me would be a long and negative paragraph full of hate for this day, but no...not at all. I don't nearly care, nor I tend to waste my time explaining something that everyone already knows. It's all just blehhhhhhhh.

I've been taught to avoid but most importantly I've learned to care less.

That is all :-)

This is an epicness of epicness Ice Cream at one fourtyone in the A Em. I cant ever eat healthy.Jesussss it's about to be two in the A Em haha 'A Em" Hmmm? what can i possible do..... go out hahha yeah into black freezing snow nice one, AND while all this takes place in my mind and flows directly into this keyboard, I realized it's nice to be texting someone at this time in the morning its like wooo SOMEONES OUTHERE! which means i'm out there not necessarily out there you know but there and it makes my life thanks bro that's all i really needed. Nooooooooooo total lie! god i'm such a disappointment, actually maydel cutting her nails makes my life kay okay.

James Blunt- Stay Tonight :D

I think People on facebook that have 800 friends or more look so fucking idiotic.
Getta outa here bunch of losers -.-

I have mad skills when it comes to cooking It's like woahhh you made that....

I can make huge shapeless pancakes on days i decide not to go to school.

Like today.

Dumbest bitch alive. Do you really think i don't notice i can practically read through you. I know you oh too well. Hiding behind skin behind looks, your whole entire life is made up. It's a big fairy tale full of YOU! You have no say, no power. You wont ever truly live and that my friend has got to be the saddest thing someone gets to experience. Creeping behind walls, hiding hoping no one notices your BIG failure. The cheap imitation, the copy, the double you crave to be.

Everything is shit in this shitty world except this, watching it makes my day.


Video makes my life i feel better already :D

Western is full of snow and no one is driving
LETS GOOO! :DD

Put a gun to my head and paint the walls with my brain.
Not living behind a book cover has to be the worst feeling for me.

I finished another book...and it fills my mind, my empty mind with sadness.