8.30.2010

blink-182 - Man Overboard


I'll stop writting on here for a while
Bye

8.29.2010

JULISSA!!! lol I'm sorry if its crapp! but on the real’s you can get someone else or at least see if you like someone else's it's fine by me:)). If you don't get it I'll explain the stuff
I basically compared you to a tangelo which btw its a fruit yeahh I compared you to a fruit who does that o.o Agh nooo well this is what I have so far I honestly honestly DONT like it. But I figured I would post why I think I lost the ability to string words together.
I usually change things and if change something You better change it as well. Oh yeah I need periods and stuff I usually just write and don’t think of periods or punctuation which is bad

7 complicated letters
7 demanding but understanding letters.
Cover my eyes to her imperfections
To me the world is that. Just that a globe of imperfection but I cover my eyes to find hers.
Lay with your hands wide open and wait for you’ll receive comfort.
My tangelo Is demanding but understands.
She is heavy and complicated to the highest level of complexity.
It’s level is to the fullest it can no longer take anymore it transforms to gentleness.
I don’t tend to know her but I do.
That way of persuading you into thinking everything will be alright.
Life moves suck it up either live in the past or move on this sums her up.
My tangelo is full of everything burst her personality.
Go on….
Finding her unexplainable side might be hard just don’t ask and everything’s fine.
I wont lie to make her appear as something she’s not.
She is what she is and to me she is honesty.
Talk no judging takes place in her conservative mind..
I admire the way she keeps moving forward knowing she’s being disapproved from a close distance.
Tangelos looks and have similar taste to oranges but a tangelo is different.
Take the time to cut it open and find its delicate soft and sweet elegance.
To find loyalty and Trust as simple as that.
That’s her
My tangelo My 7 letter tangelo My 7 letter Julissa.

8.28.2010

While i sit and wait for israels mumm i've decided to to kill some time :DD
cuoouks decided to join

Hmm would you look at the time

I'm going to a wedding today with Israel.

8.27.2010

You don't care do you? You just want to know
If I'm still hurting inside, If i cant forget
You are full of questions that i can answer.

Oh thank you! We're not going to Mexico on February anymore we're moving some time after March or June that's still a really long time from now. I'm Hoping everyonechanges their mind so i'm not really worried about that at the moment

8.25.2010


Love is like a blind bird
I don’t enjoy reading what people have to say about “love” that’s all lies I never felt like that.
Just using the word “love” pisses the fuck off me. It has such a delicate meaning and everyone makes it sound cheap that it wears out.
I don’t want this sounding skeptical.
But the truth is Its different for all.
Its often mistaken and drowned with kisses, promises with little gifts with smiles.
In the end we've erect a river, a flowing river with false feelings and wasted time.
But who am I to say this I’m simply 15.
Love is freedom. Not many are fortunate to see it and very few actually comprehend its meaning.
It comes and goes like a sightless bird flying everywhere and anywhere without assimilation. Appreciate it admire it hold on to it if possible, but not to the point where everything is obligation where everything becomes a duty a routine.

Let it be don’t tie up something so beautiful.
It’ll remain if its real if not then……
I hate people that date just to get to know each other to see if later on it’ll work out if later on you’ll like each other. If you haven’t noticed yet you’ll obviously end up liking something about one another that
always! always! happens!
And then you’ll go on saying its love when really its nothing. It is simple waste of time it really really makes me sick.
Don’t frame “pretend love” and start convincing yourself this is all you want.
Time will wash your feelings and will clear everything.
I’d like to believe that everything last forever that the warm rush of happiness will stay but unfortunately everything concludes and ends.
So before this happens let me whisper my silent laughter and hope It was all true.
Love dies live it and dance with it because
Love is like a blind bird.















You are never there when i need you.
I wont take your time i promise just listen to me.

8.24.2010

We all talked for like about 2 hours :/
I honestly don't mind the fact that my mom wants to leave. If that's what she wants then so be it I understand shes tired of this and that and work and and my point is don't drag us with you. Don't screw and flip my life around again.

8.22.2010

Instructions: Name 20 facts about your day could be either what you have done
what you plan to do or what you want to do.

I live in front of a church o.O and i can hear people say stuff.
My house could possibly be haunted
I SPENT $75
I lost my phone
I'm cutting my hair today
Since i lost the otherrr piercing i bought 12 piercings at Spencer's :D
I'm outside sitting on the steps and i killed and ant.
Half my family is in the backyard
My cousin bought me an owl necklace from Wisconsin
I'm going to the mall again today
D; I've watched 8 cooking shows 4 about baking
Healthy stuff
I think thanks to that i know how to cook
I had a dream i was in the Kelly poms squad
I wanna go skydiving for my 18 birthday
carkid ♥
I don't know if its 20 facts o.O but i don't wanna type more

8.21.2010

Fill my imaginated world with kaleidoscope colors

8.20.2010

Enrique Iglesias - Somebody's Me

I this song

yeahh i'm not gonna lie the video is porn-ish D;

I wanna tell you let you know...all the things i never liked.
Every single doubt.
What i don't like but lied
All the times i felt stepped on.
When i needed you but you weren't there
All the insecurities I saw you would hide.
and most of all
Why I know you so well.
How you would switch me
Why i disliked when you would talk about your dreams.
What i felt when we promise.
The secrets i never told you
Why i would argue and fight over everything
How i understand everything perfectly and don't feel bad about it.
Why i never liked feeling weird
Why i didn't like forgetting scenes
Every time my mood would change
How planning stuff hurt.
Why i wouldn't say anything when you promised
I wanna let everything out without feeling awkward with out pausing
but you are right. I would keep constructing on air.

8.18.2010

I like this current experience the one where nothing comes in and nothing comes out.
Go ahead say it Nothing will come in nothing will come out.

8.17.2010

emmm,
Uhhh
aghhhh
hmm
Oh how i hoped someone else would feel what i'm feeling.
Not even writing fills that space.

8.15.2010

8.13.2010

Cuz this was your chance to make us last,

8.12.2010

But that's all it's gonna be, that's all it's gonna be,

8.11.2010

One day when we are older you're gonna see me and I'll say hi

8.08.2010

8.07.2010



Like a slide show in my head. Of everything quickly passing, appearing and disappearing
only this time i took the time and i noticed. How sad
I would give anything to learn how to play this song anything! Why the fuck do i have a piano if i never learn the songs i want

Heyyyy i finally met someone that likes
Mana, Jaguares and Cafe tacuba;)
all of them!
We have similar music taste woooo!
i ♥ you dudee>
I believe in the sun even when it’s not shining,
in love even when I’m alone, and in God even
when he is silent.

FACT:
Written on a basement wall in Germany where a Jewish was hiding.

8.01.2010

Four days Four fucking days.