I cannot listen to Crazy Beautiful Life by Ke$ha and not dance stupidly all over the house
It's simply... a must!

I sit there and I feel completely empty, a baron

with nothing inside simply taking up the little space.

*sigh

A World to Explore

I have the urge to skip school tomorrow.

No i dont have the urge i neeed to skip school tomorrow.

Why do you ask ohh your asking why? haahaha I'll tell you why....(just because.)

I have a field trip and I'm signed out for 6 classes I just need... I need food!

and somewhere to go to!... but where?? hmmm

Oh Oh i need 4 bucks i can do anything with 4 dollars.

This is the perfect plann oh yess yess yess

Perfect i say PERFECT YESSS : D hahahahahaaa

Today i just hate everything and everyone...

Agh all these "go bears" updates are killing me!

Bitch STFU we all know you dont even watch football.

Stupid finals you've officialy ruined my week.

Two more months Just 2 more pleaseeee.

"People want to find a "meaning" in everything and everyone. That's the disease of our age, an age that is anything but practical but believes itself to be more practical than any other age"

I don't care
I don't care I don't care
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I don't nearly care all i want is to draw.

Bubbles floating here and there why is there questions for everything? People and their sound i swear it turns into vibrations. I can literally feel the sound they make. I dont hear them i hear the vibration they bring. Its so fucking WEIRD! My journel is full with strange circles and triangles. As i sit bitting my eraser i imagine the feeling the shivering feeling i feel once i get out of school and walk home, blasting the music on the ipod fully feeling the vibration of every song. Why do i feel cold when it's clearly warm? Why dont i seem to care anymore?

I dont know I dont know

I dont know what i say half the time

I'm lost...

My tounge carries a sour taste



I dont deserve this...not again...not anymore

I could stare at her beauty all day long.

Kevin Cossom Feat. Fabolous & Diddy - Baby I Like It

I swear i cant get it out of my head.

1.11.2011 11:11

I need to make an epic wish...

Janette- Mr Guerrero are you living life to its fullest?

Guerrero- emmm,

(Bell rings)

...Yeah I thought so.

I know it sounds stupid but i cant help it

and the more i think about it the less sense it makes

Because you see I’m just me....as small as can be,

enjoying the quiet places

and imitating

the brisk sound of the

wind.

I am in love with the boy in my dreams.

The feeling i once felt, came back and it feels good.

I find my self doing the same ritual routines.
Go to school, walk, get home, do homework and watch TV.
Here and there log in to facebook to find everything so tastefully different
not only the people i once spent my entire days with, changed...i changed
and its not necessarily a change i admire. Everything is pretty much dying. Whats the purpose in learning that "i don't know?" I'm pretty sure that by the time i am 30 i will forget half the things i spend hours working on. I lost interest. I constantly keep finding my self standing in crowds with people laughing and having the time of their life and i stand there along ritually laughing with them at something i don't nearly care about wishing to be else where. With wind, with wonders. but I'm stuck in between these walls they limit my freedom and i suffocate. I don't want this i never asked for it! How did i grow into such a humble life? How did i loose connection to everything i once cared about? What have i done with all the vivid ideas i hadand reserved for High School? is this really what i spent days hoping to happen this! a bundle of complete strangers. While i battle in my head a part of me insists on keeping hope. Where did i go wrong? I wont say i hate my life for i am very grateful to have an opportunity to develop a successful growing education. I have a home, food I have things most cant afford but i would give it all up just to feel a slight bit of assuredness in my mind that what i am doing has a meaning. A bit of adrenaline, give it up for constant happiness within me, a spark of interest to light up everything and and.......Suck it up and breathe real hard for one day it will all come back.... at least that's what i hope.

I am here with ale and Danni and Lesley and yeahhhh i don't know what to blog about i feel awkward -___________-

Do you remember everything you promised would happen no matter what?

Do you remember every single word that came out of your lovely mouth?

I hope so :)

Oh... LOGAN LERMAN ♥