it stings through my eyes and poisons my brain. I need to scream. in so much pain it's beginning to feel numb. it hurts to be awake. it hurts to exist. I’ve had enough. I’ve had enough of everything. Kill me I’m not living like this In this fear In this disaster this vulnerability I want to fly get away leave Forget…just kill me I’m unprepared to feel Helpless I need a hand one that Wont get tired one that wont regret Tired of looking for distraction Distraction towards everything that’s bad Toward my insecurity toward my pureness Simply kill me…