Scream

i don't want this.... not now
pieces of your time of your precious time.
words of your bored mind.
smiles when pretending or thinking of how fucking stupid! my existence is .
of your unwanted freedom of your simple imagination that I am slowly shrinking.

I don't want this..... not now

I don't doubt it your vicious love,
but your presence it simply does not feel the same.
why the sudden changes
-attitude
-voice
-excitement
-thoughts
-connection
I am literally convinced
this is something your gently loosing interest in.
I’m completely stupid for following you knowing the dam truth.
I don’t want this not now
JUST SAY IT