Don't bother my life again if your gonna be the same.
I am in desperate need of affection.
your touch is cold.
your words are fake to me.

but...
your world is becoming everything that I cant have.
to me your simply that.
I wish I would have words that would capture

your mind and forever involve you in a sympathy of love

that will never leave you alone and will always remind you of me

but...

I have nothing I am as blank as the paper in front of you.

The one which I wish I were mentioned.

but nothing more that your sadness and silence that gives it all.

and pushes me to a dark corner.

your the walls that block my exit.

this all feels fake but i need it.
you give me chills.

provide scars, scars that hurt, but my body needs.
I am desperate to forget your every step so please please just
don't say those 3 words because I love you too.