Lately I've been discontenting

Today was cool.
I went to....
Portillo's+Mall+Midway+What do you want for your birthday question
What dah fuck they think i want an
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It echoed though my head.
o.O

Eyyy Travis,Mark &Tom.
I love you♥
I CANT SEEM TO GET ENOUGH(:

Box Car Racer - There Isi faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more

do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend its all okay
that there someone out there who feels just like me
there is"

I love this song <3

"I’ve learned that people will forget what you say to them, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you make them feel.”

I said no to the mall because i dont feel like leaving my pajamas.

He makes me smile (:

I get the sensation it all starts to stumble.

i cannot explain how stupid i

cut/fell/bruised

my body yesterday .

I wish there was something inside me to keep you beside me.

N I H N l T Y.

I woke up at 3 AM.




Then at 6 AM.


Then once more at 8 AM.

I need to sleep!!

"When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath
When the space between the things you know is blurry nonetheless
When you try to speak but you make no sound
And the words you want are out of reach but they've never been so loud"

I see us together.

I see us forever.

and

I see us once more.

I swear to god I've never had obsessions like these

I wanna let you know all the things i over looked.
All the times i never felt sincerely honest.
Of how i never liked the idea of being left alone.
I wanna tell you all the things i disliked but lied.
Of how you preferred further notice instead of attachment. Of how we're no longer connected.
Of how i pretend to fully care. Of how i no longer think that way. The kind way of saying i want to drift away. The delicate way you would start destroying my scene of gratitude. I wanna let you know all the times i overed looked and saw you smile.

I guess it was a david moment look at all these pictures Ha! its only 4 pictures

and i would upload all 54123597234954389 pictures i took this

day but i dont really want to because i dont know

why i dont want to.

Well today i graduated from Gunsaulus Scholastic Academy(:
it was less emotional than i thought it would get. Wooo yeah
i'm not really sad nor happy about the fact that i wont see all my friends.
I guess the whole idea of graduating has not yet sunked in and when it does
oh boyy! lol. I lost something really special this day and i have not yet realized
This is it.

When i get sad i'll punch my face. When i wish i went back to those moments
i'll entertain myself.
When i regret something i did not do i'll be sure to do it now as a freshman at kelly
well yeah this is all i really have to say. Love you all ♥ well just certain people

Why dont you just fuking listen
to what i have to say.

I just cant be like you want me to.

I'll save a seat for you alwaysI will mean it I will mean it with you.

Him- "Janenee I cant color thisss"
Me- "Why?"

Him- "Cause i'm too small and that thing is hugeee"

i love this kidd so so much.

i could hear rain hit on the window glass the

bzbzbzbzbzbz sound

but it was just the tree

with its stupid leafs moving because the wind was blowing.

???

You have it.

My head is on the edge.
Push me and I'll slip and soon fall.

you might not get it but beautiful words for her

mean nothing is left for me and it hurts.

"i don't feel good"
"Why!? Whats wrong?"
"I don't... never mind"

i cant seem to talk freely about my problems
I need someone to talk to.

pull me back in time give me the chance to wake up.
and find your every lie as an excuse to leave this time.

In time