When i see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are :DD
7.31.2010
7.27.2010
A quiet reserved place far from the noisy city.
Where I can concentrate and not just think but also imagine, dream and feel like I am in control simply relax. A defect less perfectly fitted place made just for me. Isolated from fire trucks, unexpected visits, chores, stupid people, rackety neighbors. Nothing but my thoughts and a good book, a sunny morning a rainy afternoon and a fresh humid night with a sky full of light.
A simple location that smells like rain everyday. Filled with green mountains up high and far away. A spot free of worries or insecurities free of stress and same old routines. A palace where I can feel liberated over and over again. Where I can sleep and fall into the darkest holes. Where I would involve and create a sympathy of freedom. My favorite place in the world would have to be a world made of my own a small box where nothing can hurt me. A place where I would enjoy fun as it is.
-Sooo like i had to do maris homework in order for her to wash dishes because it was my turn
and i really dont wanna wash dishes anyways her homework assignment was write about your favorite place i obviously dont have one well actually i do but its our place (: and well yeah
7.26.2010
7.25.2010
7.23.2010
7.21.2010
I thought this was it
He is the one
I feel it.
I cant not put into words how stupid this sounds.
My brain blows as i hear everyone complain, To the limit where hearing this hurts this simply makes me wanna punch someone and chunk pieces of glue into their mouth. Its all just bull
Look! you are just 14 not 30 or 40. So why don't you wait until your loser life goes on and if you find someone new then guess what... It wasn't it or was it?nooooooo. If you don't FIND ANYONE then SAY IT! "ohoohoh she was it" I totally disagree with Adults when they start with their lecture on love saying
love doesn't exist in the younger world. It does or maybe you simply confuse the whole situation with liking that characters or maybe their body parts but if you really think about it we haven't developed our bodies quite to the point where you can say
DAMNNN! o.O so stop being a perve and go back to being a line leader and go on and go on saying you fuck girls when really all you do is think of ways to get a girlfriend soo do us the favor and just shut the fuck up shut up....
7.19.2010
little voices
This anxiety.
Cut it fuck up.
The failure came back.
Forget it and move on .
I cant help but think of depression.
Depressed? ha!
I need to stop feeling out of place
Find a way to serve and resist it all.
But it's everywhere
7.14.2010
Your an awesome friend. Never doubt that. You have an awesome personality & remember looks don't matter. If they did I would've killed my self. No I wouldn't actually. lol. I don't know where I'm going from this but, lets see. haha. I've heard you don't like compliments, but hey it's your birthday lol. You're a pretty & smart girl [ different from pretty smart lol ] and you should show it off. Let loose! Be comfortable in your own body. You only live once as far as I know. Enjoy what you have and work with it. lol. Explode your bubble and let free! At least for your birthday. Want to go wild? Put on a pair of short shorts and tank top. lol It's your birthday, YOUR day. The day god blessed all these people you've touched. Enjoy it. Be button proof! Don't let people push your buttons. If you want to be loud and wild go ahead! who cares what other people think. Your friends will like you for who you are not for who you pretend to be. [ not saying that your fake or anything . it goes with the flow of being yourself lol ] Well, i think this message has said enoguh. or creeped you out by now lol. but my point is . it's your birthday. have fun. do what you want because you want to. be yourself enjoy yourself. be button proof.
again .. happy birthday Janette! [:
-This guy this freakin guy.....ahgg thanks man.
I love you (: