I felt like re blogging again.

I wish i could sit in front of this computer for the rest of eternity

and avoid every possible contact with everything and everyone.

don't get me wrong i love all my friends. I really do.

uhhh i think I'm socially loosing interest in everything.

I cant deal with having to wake up and go from the ending of the building to the

other it's pointless.

I'm not in the mood to be all smiley and start a conversation.

I'm not in the mood to think of homework.

I'm not in the mood to starve the idea of joining things i want.

I would rather sit here in my room drinking water writing on this very blog

every second of the day.

I don't hate high school. I actually enjoy starting something.

I like most of my teachers and their ways of expressing half the room

will drop out by the end of the month.

and heyyy if that means I'll be able to walk around with

out having to push people then fine by me.

But it's still sad well not that i feel sadness

not that i feel anything anymore

How selfish of me. Where did i go.

I simply need..........

I need some time alone... in my head.

I could go on with the rest of my life using "maybe"

I need breaks from worrying. I need breaks from actuality.

But i mainly need breaks from reality.