9.05.2010

You listen but your pretending.
You don’t hear me yelling.
You don’t hear my every curse word.
You see me crying you nod and smile ”It's okay” but did you even listen?
Is it really?
Why!
How else can I say
I don’t want it that way if you don’t hear me screaming listen.
No I don’t want that NO I don’t like that I never did. I never will.
I Just want some of your time a little bit of your day.
I expect at least advice not some cheap criticism that girls my age say all the time.
If only you knew what your difference does to me.