10.21.2010

I've actually wanted to write on here since the longest,
but with all the homework and coming out late. I don’t have the chance.
I actually wrote a decent amount of things that were sadly suffocating my thoughts.
I felt like screaming and basically ripping some ones head off. Hmm, maybe that one kid that keeps calling me Janet every 5 seconds, but this is not about that kid. The point is I deleted that big emotional post it was too personal. What am I talking about everything on here is personal.
I just don’t want people thinking I’m a psychotic bitch who cant get her life together. Maybe its true but who cares. BESIDES I have plenty of depressing post. I figured this one would simply increase the number. Instead I decided to write a stupid explanation on why I deleted that big emotional post but then again no one read it so this was sure a waste of time uhhhhhhh this blows.