-For once I felt what you feel and it’s the most amazing feeling. Doing and being good at something you love so passionately its indescribable. I watched you play and reality smacked me a crossed the face. You love what you do, and don’t get me wrong, I love that you enjoy every second of it. If I think of that solid moment about the excitement running through every part of me just by standing there watching you, that tingling sensation i got. Racing at the back of my mind capturing every thought wanting to stand there forever. This was possibly far from the happiness you felt or currently feel. And I’ll be honest I loved it every second of it. I would replay it over and over until i could no longer feel. Now I know Now I get it, I get that at the moment all you want is that, and all you feel is that, and as hard as it may seem, I’m just a distraction. A distraction that’s moving on. Gladly knowing you. I expect great things from you don’t let me down now...You are free like my mind, it's okay. I don't want to mess it up it was too lovely. and writing this helps me say "I'll stop" take it as something stupid. Ignore it. Laugh. I don't nearly care. But I'll stop. Thanks once again it was worth the trip.
10.29.2010
Okay...before i proceed i need you to fully let go of everything and focus on what you are about to read. Because this is for you and i know you wont read it and if you magically do then i hope you realize i wasn't playing, i wrote it a while back and i feel that now right now it's time. -For once I felt what you feel and it’s the most amazing feeling. Doing and being good at something you love so passionately its indescribable. I watched you play and reality smacked me a crossed the face. You love what you do, and don’t get me wrong, I love that you enjoy every second of it. If I think of that solid moment about the excitement running through every part of me just by standing there watching you, that tingling sensation i got. Racing at the back of my mind capturing every thought wanting to stand there forever. This was possibly far from the happiness you felt or currently feel. And I’ll be honest I loved it every second of it. I would replay it over and over until i could no longer feel. Now I know Now I get it, I get that at the moment all you want is that, and all you feel is that, and as hard as it may seem, I’m just a distraction. A distraction that’s moving on. Gladly knowing you. I expect great things from you don’t let me down now...You are free like my mind, it's okay. I don't want to mess it up it was too lovely. and writing this helps me say "I'll stop" take it as something stupid. Ignore it. Laugh. I don't nearly care. But I'll stop. Thanks once again it was worth the trip.
-For once I felt what you feel and it’s the most amazing feeling. Doing and being good at something you love so passionately its indescribable. I watched you play and reality smacked me a crossed the face. You love what you do, and don’t get me wrong, I love that you enjoy every second of it. If I think of that solid moment about the excitement running through every part of me just by standing there watching you, that tingling sensation i got. Racing at the back of my mind capturing every thought wanting to stand there forever. This was possibly far from the happiness you felt or currently feel. And I’ll be honest I loved it every second of it. I would replay it over and over until i could no longer feel. Now I know Now I get it, I get that at the moment all you want is that, and all you feel is that, and as hard as it may seem, I’m just a distraction. A distraction that’s moving on. Gladly knowing you. I expect great things from you don’t let me down now...You are free like my mind, it's okay. I don't want to mess it up it was too lovely. and writing this helps me say "I'll stop" take it as something stupid. Ignore it. Laugh. I don't nearly care. But I'll stop. Thanks once again it was worth the trip.