The truth is I hate thinking…

Stab my stomach opening only my side and slowly remove all the remains.
I’m perfectly fine being a complete ignorant.
Ignorant enough, to not even notice the negativity surrounding me.
Imagine that…how beautiful.
Being as childish to every topic because the world just seems so playfully blissful.
What to do with all this knowledge, regardless of what I do. I’m simply not enough.

I’ll never be.
So why keep trying if I get a harmful slight saying “yeah”
I don’t want the truth I would rather live in a wonderful lie connected

by senses and imagination.
Don’t judge me. Please don’t.
I’m a fool smoothing areas where you walk.
I’m a fool wanting to be ignorant.

"You can only see as far as you think"

and
It's not easy .....