I would love to express what I am feeling at this very moment but I cant, something stops me. Something always stops me, the fact that half my thoughts are published in a social network is frightening. As much as I like to pretend that no one in the world reads what I write I know I'm wrong. My thoughts are being judged by strangers my feelings are being mistaken. I cant complain though, this is my fault I decided to make an online journal. I decided to write personal things this is my fault. I obviously didn’t write every single detail of my life on here and it was fine by me but with time I noticed that not writing everything was not necessarily what I looked for. I want to be able to express my self freely, without having to exclude details, without doubting if i should write about this or that and because of that I have decided not to share tonight.


I cant share anything with anyone anymore.