I am not psychologically trained to say goodbye. I have not dealt with people leaving, i know i always complain of everyone walking out on me but the truth is i know they are close.

Close but far away, may never talk may never see each other,

but those people are there and they will always be there not for me but there.

You on the other hand are leaving actually leaving.

I can not put into words the heaviness i feel ,

the words stuck inside my head the anger that aches

my throat and its all because i am not capable of saying

you leaving destroys everything.

I always thought that it was stupid for people to say

"I feel empty"

but it's true you really do feel empty.