It took a lot for me to go on here. I've missed this all of this but I cant explain why I hate it. Instead of shoving everything inside, instead of ordering thoughts and secrets. I as a person have the possibility the opportunity to share everything. To open my mind and speak, open my mind and actually say everything i've always wanted to say. And for the past months I have been able to do that and it's a feeling I have learned to love.

...But I cant forget the feeling I get when I write