random communication random life but in the end okay i guess until

so let me ask again Hows your life lately

but wait

relief.. forgetting thank you Cindy(: but it still continues hold on hold on oh ooh

i start with this new idea of a look acting weird even i admitted my strange behaviours ??

o.O AND I FINALLY REALIZE

and i can finally figure the past, but like said you move on and keep the memories in not alive but simply what they are memories

i realized i made this soooo dramatic lol wow but i dunno why I'm laughing i don't really wanna laugh ahh its a habit

there's his silence loud as a roar, pulling

at me like the greatest sadness ever

i want to take it and press myself into it

and just disappear forever down into

nothing. That would feel like a relief a

blessed relief, sweet relief but no all i see and hear is

that big roar of nothing but silence.

How ironic it caught my attention stop to look at it and it ended.
learned something i knew felt it before but it still remains