9.08.2010

I have a hole in my chest since you left
And to fill it up. I pretended nothing mattered
But now
It’s a hurtful enormous ball of confusion dragged and locked down in my chest.
It kills and it’s
forced to stay in replace of my heart I cant seem to let you go.

9.07.2010

I remember a summer's day
I remember walking up to you
I remember my face turned red
I remember staring at my feet
I remember before we met
I remember sitting next to you
I remember pretending I wasn't looking
So try and try even if it lasts an hour
with all our might try and make it ours
cause we're on our way we're on our way
I remember your old guitar
I remember I can't explain
I remember the way it looked around your neck
and I remember the day it broke
I remember the song you sang
I remember the way you look tonight
I remember the way you made me feel
we'll try and try even if it lasts an hour
with all our might we'll try and make it ours
cause we're on our way we're on our way
to fall in love.
You'll try and try even if it lasts an hour
With all our might try and make it ours
cause we're on our way to fall in love.
yeah we're on our way to fall in love.
we're on our way to fall in love.
we're on our way to fall in love.

Yo La Tengo - Our way to fall
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I’m not gonna lie I hate the song but the lyrics made me
wanna cry and i dont know why.

9.05.2010

You listen but your pretending.
You don’t hear me yelling.
You don’t hear my every curse word.
You see me crying you nod and smile ”It's okay” but did you even listen?
Is it really?
Why!
How else can I say
I don’t want it that way if you don’t hear me screaming listen.
No I don’t want that NO I don’t like that I never did. I never will.
I Just want some of your time a little bit of your day.
I expect at least advice not some cheap criticism that girls my age say all the time.
If only you knew what your difference does to me.