Just stop and leave

what the fuck am i doing
what the fuck am i doing

Have you ever had one of those day where you wake up and

actually start thanking for what you have. You feel a slightness

of happiness... you actually feel HAPPY! Light headed towards

your direction, but then everything out of the blue crumbles

and piles up and its, its pure garbage! nothing more than garbage.

How can something feel so beautiful at once but then painful

and greedy afterwards. For no reason what so ever i noticed

my loneliness. I feel the cycle of emptiness nothing more than emptiness.

It goes on and off and on and off a stupid insignificant cycle of depression.

They all had reasons, reasons you didn't get clear but now just now!

I decide to actually know to comprehend that they all in the end left.
By doing that i entered the past. Back where i was two weeks ago.
Now go along fuckers ..... for i need time to think of the time.
To think of this cold journey i face by myself.

I fucking love owl city

Have you?

have you ever thought if she thinks of a windy day when summer?
of how she smiles and gives it all but her love just cant... be corresponded

of how she spends hours waiting for a simple smile or hello?

her sleeping problems caused by you?

her mind twirling. Her fucking sick mind... thinking of how better everyone is

well i have

and she couldn't finish